ROFL. I was browsing the file system of here and NFI. :-)
Like- (I cannot believe the abundance of writings on my server, here. :-| )
More to be added later, perhaps ... LOL (I know I always write this!)
[Well what do you know ... THIS TIME I ADDED SOME ITEMS WHICH I'D WRITTEN A LONG ENOUGH TIME INTO THE PAST, NOW.]
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I found these bits of writing I'd composed on during fuck knows when on my webserver directory, in the takeouts.html file. And I thought to (selectively) post them here.
Kawasaki, Swedish Fireball, Triumph, Oh yes... All, very, very, very fast
Out of use, email handles: ineedsomeacidtocalmmedown@executingreality.com
is happening, and that is the only thing which makes sense. However.
On Raw Interpretation and Understading: I do not permit government connotations to persuade my realistic identification of the ways of the matters of
all of what there is. All. I can say, safely enough. Unfortunately.
BUT WHATEVER LIKE PEOPLE CARE: They "government" employ these tactics for self-benfit which is rooted in perturbed and unsane pscyhotic state of thought
operations. All inclusive here, I won't ramble for too long, despite my love of all of these such matters and writing of them especially. No one else
cares.
Returning to a preceding bananarama I'd only introduced not closed on: existing solely for the purposes of generating societal misconceptions. To degrade,
isolate and cause to bring about minority groups of people. FUCK ARGH IT IS TOO STUPID FOR ME TO ELABORATE* (* I have convered this exact issue which plagues
our kind in 'The NOTES') world which we perceive. The mind which I - as Bill Hicks - takes the referrence of it to as being inner-space, and I suppose in
corrolary, then, a woman to discuss tantilising wonders of the usual physical world through which we travel. Forest-engineers in the precise colloqial term,
but so may any other fucking shit be. Who cares. I've tried my whole life to better the world. I have no friends aside of my good fellow explorers of time
and space, whom are my drug, medication, whatever, providers.
On Raw Interpretation and Understading:
Here's one for you:
There is more "COVID" information inside the lobby. IMO; it barely existed until the "vaccine".
Soloman's Seal - The entire earth will flood now - somebody fucked up. And it wasn't me. I didn't know that Jesus/Satan was recyclable. I am not. Turns out I've been God this whole time. LOL.
The additions very top-most (some where. This was all in TAKEOUTS.html ...) were added by myself whilst high just last night (8.11.24) although I'd kept them commented out and yes. I decided to remove the comment tags just moment's prior.
But I am only exposing what is happening to me because of the hope that it will stop it. By hopefully spreading awareness of JUST WTF is going on, serious corruption, etc. I would never, ever wish to
hurt anybody, in any way. I've not ever did wrongly to anybody in my life. Okay, just know that I DO NOT LIE about important matters, so I will make clear that - I have on two separate occasions
stolen from people. Kind of. It was that on both of these occasions, I was ... I suppose ... 'hiding' from the "police" LOL in the rainforests located in far-northern-tropical queensland. But it
turned out that they were not even looking for me. This would be a what I would certainly identify as a useful and beneficial thing which has become of this entire ... I can best describe it as being
a rabbit hole which interbred with a mango - why? Because mangoes are fucking delicious.
I also wish to say that I am honest, I have integrity and character. I do NOT fuck with anybody, apart from these two times which were during times when I was SOOOO fucking desparate that I stooped to
such an act as disrespectful and completely unkind and just not right, it is human nature to not act in such ways, to a person who has developed a sound and
I am JUST A PERSON. A VERY fucking INTELIGENT one, I've been told. I've been told by one girl that "He [referring to me - written by her into a public discord channel (home channel on /r/drugs
discord)] that ... He [I] am the most intelligent man in the universe. Felix another member of this group told to me on IRC, on the AnonOps network in their main channel with the same name prefixed
with a hashtag. That; I was created (which is untrue.) Nobody has the inteligence. NOT ANY FUCKING GOD. Maybe a person, I know I am well capable of acheiving anything which I so set my mind at to
achieving. Knowledge is power. And meth is the bees knees, yo! He also told me that I am the mind which would bring us out of the things which kills us. Et cetera. I am truly only a natural person.
And I will be honest... Some benefit MAY have come out of this shit, but whether it has certainly, or caused more adversity and issue and what-have-you, is anyone's best fucking guess. I've also
been told that I was chosen, I am not like- try this song for example...
TOTALLY AWESOME TUNE, IMHO!
VERY SUITABLY FITTING TUNE FOR THE CONTEXT OF THE WRITTEN CONTENT.
I just wrote this it is okay. I think. A little- side-winded, or something... ROFL.
To be honest, I cannnot vouch for the accuracy of the below content - I only know what I know, which is all from my studies which I have and had undertaken throughout my life.
That content which is in the space between the top of the viewport and the first-most horizontal rule.
I only provide this to aid in the readers ability to understand my life, as weird, awesome, adventorous, and rofl. It has truly been. So here goes, I provide content in the html, as-well as other
written peices which I'd authored over time. You see... When this whole thing kicked off on the 23.01.13 ... I actually - coincidentally enough - who knows... Heh. I've my ideas as to how these things
occur, but it is not relevant right at this moment. But it is that I did, prior to leaving Melbourne for Sydney to get stoned as a mule on the fourth of July. Most of the way that my life has been is
somewhat totally wild, and bonkers. And its actually been a hell of a fucking ride. With much laughter, much pain, agony, stress, depression, and even suicidal ideation. I am going to remove the names
again, maybe. I DID NOT provide the surnames, so this allows me to be comfortable enough in to not cause or bring any issue to any body. As this is NOT something I'd ever do. It is outside of my nature.
I- TAKE A SHIT TONNE OF FUCKING DRUGS. Most of the time! Well- since when I was aged eighteen and one half, and well- up until I'd become homeless in late-October of the year 2021. Due to - aimlessly
zig-zaging around and experiencing real adversities, and difficulties, I may have elaborated on some of what I mean in by saying this in some of the documents I'd recently added to the website. I cannot
recall. SHIT WHICH NOBODY WOULD FUCKING BELIEVE. LIKE- Heh. To provide a brief example, One day a LARGE fucking city is lively and bustling, etc. Then ... BAM. The following day... Ghost town. LOL. I
just write it off as ... "Oh shit. Too much ketamine, must be laying naked on a sofa in the middle of the fucking [I cannot remember the correct word at this time] dry and lifeless, almost, open and very
sparsely diverse in its sensory diversity." Etc. Sorry I am going to stop this here, I last shot gear at ... perhaps 1500, or a little later yesterday and it is currently now 200355 on the 13th of
August, 2023.
WHOEVER IS ON-BOARD WITH RESTORING NORMALITY, IN THE SENSE OF FREEDOM, INTEGRITY, AND TRUST- JOIN THE IRC AND CHAT TO US.
PLEASE!!! Like- We're waiting to bring about some real. fucking. change!!!
I have only ever stolen twice off of a person or small business. And it was when I was desparate as fuck. Both of those incidences occurred around the same time, and it was during the time that I was far up north in the tropics. I was hiding from the "police" rofl, although they weren't even looking for me, as I'd found out. Anyway, I stole a small chocolate bar from a small convinience store, and also Those times I was - I would like to say never - though
I entered this into the form of a captive portal sign in and I was - not literally - but say crawling due to that day's consumption of benzodiazepines.
Also My actual name is: Not Sure. My age? 1/3 !!! Keep rolling classily, this way you will attract more attention.
I only wish that I had a girlfriend, I have to now, being thirty-six years of age, since the nineteenth of last month, had ONE girlfriend. Don't worry of the reasons why.
I could wish for nothing more, just to HAVE somebody that I love to be able to speak with about totally fucking interesting things, RIDE WHALES, if they're okay with it. Fucking see how a golf cart
handles on the ocean, insurance is bogus eitherway. AND ETC. Not having this, and from what I fucknig KNOW it is something which I will NEVER have due to nevermind and nothing really brings me greater
sadness, not even the fucking nevermind.
THIS KIND SPACE VENTURER IS MORE CRAY NUTS AWESOME THAN I EVER KNOWED! ::..
Don't mind me. Just practicing the xylaphone, but I am assuming this vertical gait due to the xylazine which I took earlier. PASSION, LOVE, DETERMINATION. The keys to success. And, of course.
ROFL-ROFL-ROFL ... I've got an idea! Let's all get naked!
I AM FINALLY PROPER FUCKING OFF MY (SEEMINGLY) IMMUTABLE IMPEDEDENCE WHICH GRAVITY RECKONS IT'S GOT US ON. OHHH YES, I HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING UNIQUE AND SENSORY AND MIND-INTENSITY IN WOOOOAAAHH type enjoyment imparted by love (and lovingness - of FUCKING EVERYTHING MY COMRADES! Walk on sunshine, as we all do too many without the conscious ackknowledgement) truly felt, understood, and LOVED in a stateful way of being. To be added. Just yeeugh. I need a canoe, rock climbing helmet, high as I am grappling hooks are not required. THE VISUAL
Also there were some recent odd things (maybe) I'd no recollection of having placed onto this website. ROFL. Like- wow. Fuck knows, must've been off tap or tits whatevs. Sorry. Lol. HAHA I AM NOW BACK ON ACTUALLY ACTUAL METH-FUCKING-AMPHETAMINE!!! NORMAL! ONCE AGAIN! WOOTETTTT!!!
But actually, on second observation and consideration, IT SEEMS THAT THEY'RE PEOPLE! ROFL.
I knew that everything is going to be fucking wonderful.
Apologies for the incredibly slow progress on my website, although I've been struck by some complications in my life.
And just about one fucking month ago I (stupidly) restored a snapshot taken of the root VPS file system and this reverted some very nice and important changes, mostly involved with the actual
scientific supporting of the issues which one should be expecting from the document below, the vaccination_plan. Other changes which I'd lost were merely aesthetic ones, and actually a few more
documents and hahas, with some more transportable design changes, but I am going to be obtaining another computer again soon, for now I've just began working on it again now, 01.03.2023. Just a
little after five and from using my mobile telephone.
Good day.
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So I have only just very recently obtained another laptop, and am as a result capable of once again resuming work on this website...
One could say I was ran over by a derailed shipwreck. But notwithstanding... Stay tuned, because when this baby hits 88mp/h ... You guys are gonna see some serious shit.
i wrote this out on the Fourth of December, last year. Hehae. Wee... There exists (did, here and there, none now, really. Unless it is for some purpose (being worked on) or some thing) some commented out lines within this markup document. If it interests anybody... This I include within the commented out lines, and repeat here just because- I like it. Just an SMS which I'd written to an aquaintance in Ballarat. I thought it was fun is all. (Wrote out halfway between the floor and the wall, layin' low-key ig you don't need a weather man to know which way the wind is blowing, and given relatavistic physics, sanity is the right way up ...) [As a SMS message to somebody, actually.]
Uhh. Gobble Gobble Gobble. METH! Mhm !!! #winning
LOL. Stay sideways, always be inqusitive and questioning of all things, and radiate LOVE, for the extraordinary. Hold a geuine, real, understood, and legitimate passion for all of your life's endeavours...
Signing out for now, I've not slept in days, and I need to fap. Good night!
BBL. Going to see how many coconuts I can fit in my pants while successfully walking out of the large corporate chain supermarket, yeeha.
I've actually just got to provide some detail of a new-found realisation ... I will write it just as in a total summary of my new understanding, that- THE UNIVERSE DOES IN-FACT WORK IN FUCKING
MYSTERIOUS FUCKING WAYS. WOAH. Incredible, but who the fuck said this first. How many members of sentient life have ever communicated with the Universe on a personal level. A relationship of
considerable and respectable duration. I'd always reasoned before having known, that if the universe were conscious, as it is as I know now. well- I can say that it took me a while to completely
understand this, but if you knew the things which I'd been put through, you'd totally understand just how and why. But notwithstanding, I'd always seen it as being a logical circumstantial truth that
*if the universe itself were consicous* then surely it would be ONE fucking consciousness, and not two! Because, lol. It is a single existential thing, and so being one entity, but comprising all of
everything, making everything one. I do identify and respect, wholly. OMG THIS IS BEATIFUL! This just sparked a memory of a something which I'd arrived at - a type of philosophical reasoning - during
when I was absolutely off-gut on memantine sitting in my Melbourne apartment one night. I took propably ... 200mg because it is in my personal opinion the bare minimum and as-well as the absolute MAXIMUM
amount to ingest. I'd actually written out that; It just occurred to me that whilst we are seemingly entirely individually distinct aspects of the universe, we are also inseparable
fromm the whole. (now I will fix this up later, as I will have to locate the file where I'd wrote this into to provide the original way in which I'd written it. As it sounded MUCH MUCH MORE TOTALLY
AWESOME. NGL.
I'd just come to realise all of this through writing it all out just now. The content which follows below and to the first coming horizontal rule. It is that the universe ACTUALLY OPERATES IN VERY ...
MYSTERIOUS WAYS. I will actually elaborate on this at a later time, because, to be entirely honest. I've been craving browsing porn for fucking HOURS! *meth* ... Yes. You understand.
It is just that I am not certain of the names in the below, I'd always actually, before this whole thing began to unfold on [23.01.13] - well - I'd identified myself as being 'agnostic' for because of
realising the awe and mind-blowing capabilites that are existent throughout the universe, shit it is the reason why I am fascinated by the sciences, our means of understanding everything.
Being a proficient and capable individual in cognitive faculties in my ability to store infromtion, and as-well as process it and view within my mind, in some manner akin to a simulation of the
mechanisms in the ways that matter behaves and interacts with the surrounding processes which are the natural processes of the universe. But being a quite a imaginative type, also. Which is - in my
personal opinion also, of extreme IMPORTANCE alongside other cognitive capabilities... As A. Einstein had also seen this as being the case, and it is entierly due to the very NEED for imagination to
pave the way for innovation, in enabling our ... ability to imagine things which have not yet been. I actually do recall a quote which I'd found to be quite meaningful and I would've thought or dreamt
or imagined it up somewhere in the space between the years of 2010, and 2012. I know this as it was during my initial or early years attending Monash University.
-I have a quite a capable and useful and imaginative mind. And it had - long ago, permitted me to be of a reasonable and sound in my grasping of worldly matters and affairs, and everything under the sun.
agnostic.
I must also disclose an important, never mind. To be added at a later time. I will go somewhere nobody can find me. And do what I had should have, over ten years ago. I will take those whom are unlike of the kind causing unfounded dysfunction in, well- my psychological and cognitive capacity. Desite this only ever being temporary, it is a waste of my time.
But I knew or a long enough period that I was told LONG ago into the past now, that, I was the 'Holy Spirit' which turns out be God. The only knowledge which I'd ever identified as being representative
of the ways that are true to ALL THAT THERE FUCKING IS, being Nature. Well- were of my own development and understanding with the knowlegde I'd gained through curious passion for the eventual gifting of
what I am able to do for our type, given my educational and practical background.
It is just I feel sad lately due to my methamphetamine being adulterated with fentanyl. BUT MAINLY NOT BEING EVER HAVING HAD ANY LUCK WITH ONE SINGLE FUCKING FEMALE. WITH WHOM I GET ALONG, lol. Story
of my life. I knew that the never mind. As far as I know I am me, always have been, always will be. I've got to perhaps find a gutter to lay in despite having a home, or a whatever. Peace out.
Fuck the government. Is all. Nobody using medicnies such as these would EVER produc such a formulation of the combination of the two entirely opposing (in of the context of) psychoctivity which they
pprovide to the adveturer of space through time.
Something about loops and nuts. No idea, being what I am but I've always known what is well- just all-encompassing. Just consciousness is y'know. LOL.
Goodbye for now.
I must bounce soon, because fuck- I wish to meet a girl with which one I feel that comfortable vibe (the basis of this lays in EMR, but that's irrespective I just tend become excited on these such
matters, as those whom know me, know.)
I wished to mention also that, I DID NOTICE, if it is that I am in-fact correct in believing so, due to a particular aspect about of society that underwent a signifcant favourable and very advanageous
shift. It seems to me that some, quite a many actually, now are aware and have read all of the content which I have authored all throughout my website here.
Though, on another matter, in-fact I must establish resolve for an issue which lies in perhaps certain folk whom surround my apartment unit, either as near-by tenants or just "passers-by" originating
from outside my building complex. But they are inflicting very uncomfortable doings on me. And it is just very peculiar.
I believe that they are 'demons'.
My homelessness for two years was a mistake. A [smokescreen] I hear. Or not. In-fact... Added in the early hours of the 17th of March, 2024.
Nature.txt
SMTH [pdf only due to barely feeling alive.] I just felt the obvious need to offer to certain ethnic groups which I'd assumed as being responsible for particular events
of complete nuisance and thoughtlessness, careless, disregard for the other inhabitants of their metropolitan locality. This is as I'd - perhaps like fuck many may believe that it took me long enough -
though NOBODY knowns the full details which provide complete and entirely empirically record of this what I will refer to as a the greatest fucking fuck ever seen all throughout the time that which our
universe has existed.
Now my current status of arriving at a means of resolve to bring to its end the complete demise of everything that was, is, and to my knowledge; the end. For all of eternity of well. Does it matter?
Really? Like anybody will notice.
A link to some PDFs I'd wrote. | Rlydoingthings, We don't need much but know and wonder.
/secrets
Don't
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anything
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would,
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exception.
Usually
In-fact, you will see. It is coming, this is a promise of ours. My closest companion I will ever have in life. ;-)
Stay, or start ROFLing, UNIVERSE! And why not dance too. You'll look to be mad, but who the fuck isn't!?
FEED YOUR HEAD!